I suck.

which is why I haven't even bothered to post about how much I fucking suck at this.

possibly a close to flight test freakout, but I just don't know. again, the siren song of airplanes calls to me..."it's easy...come baaaaaaack". but I am not a quitter.

I just wish I was a better helicopter pilot. *sigh*

back on the R22 for a bit, the 206 is away working, and since I have taken so much time off healing my stupid hand (which is pretty much all better btw, at least one thing is going ok atm...LOL) I figure I need some work.

but holy hell, is that thing ever hard solo. Even my instructor thinks so...heh. so I'm not alone there.

I guess I'll just take it as a compliment that I was sent solo in it after not flying it since the beginning of Aug, and without nary a check from the instructor.

I just wish I could have all the knowledge I had about airplanes about helicopters. But alas, I have about 4940 more hours before that happens. If I ever get that far.

saw the medivac chopper today. It just made me sad because all I could think of is how I will never, ever be good enough to do that. ugh.

ok, off to attempt to think happy thoughts.

I'll have more to say later. ;) Cause I always do.